apparently i make myself out to be the victim. i’ll try to be more careful about that.
i hope the sunset will stay
the mole on my face has grown and it’s starting to hurt alot. hopefully it’s skin cancer
my commitment issues on x games mode
there used to be a few logs here about substance abuse, how i knaw on my fingers like they're a friday afternoon snack, and some shit about me being horny, emotional, and restless but i'm a dumbass and accidentally deleted them so it skips like a month_________________________________________________________
im never getting out of my house again.
love it when my mom gets frustrated by capitalism and her social and financial situation within the system and decides to take all of it out on me. makes me feel so great :)
i feel very numb and stupid and apathetic towards everyone and everything in my life atm
i have the sudden and uncontrollable urge to completely destroy my life. to live so recklessly that i have no choice but to throw it all away